Chinese New Year!

新年快樂!

雖然我MSN BLOG現在是鎖起來的~但是有一天會打開吧!~直到可以打開的那一天!~所以我還是會常寫BLOG!~

 

前天約了幾個朋友一起過年~他們玩到半夜四點~後來決定睡在這裡~我第一次讓在學校裡認識的朋友在家裡過夜~而且又是三女一男~= =~哈~不過挺好玩的~只是伺候他們很累~而且隔天大家下午三點才離開~我又煮了一份簡餐給她們吃~

 

這讓我聯想到~雖然他們是四個人~照顧一天就很累了~現在我還沒有女朋友~那~我以後的女朋友~會是怎麼樣呢?!~會不會更難伺候!~ +.+''

 

I am so fucking tired like a bitch! I got sore muscle all over my body!~ WTF!

 

. . . I had two Chinese New Year Party last two nights. I invited my friends from school for the first night and they ended up sleeping at my place . . . It was fun, but very tiring to accomadate them!~

 

Then after they left, I had to make more dish and bring them to my mom's friend's house and celerbrate Chinese New Year with them. I was very tired, but I had to keep myself awake and play with them! OH! I won $86.25 from gambling at their place! XD 

Got Rejected!

I planned to host a Chinese New Year party and invite Hitomi this Friday. I sent her an email for invitation, but I got rejected! >_<

 

Maybe we didn't know each other well enough and she felt unsafe to come to my house. T_T Anway, I am still going to host the party and invite other people!

 

However, I felt so depressed that I got rejected!  Now, b/c she rejected me, I don't even know how should I invite her for something in the future! Someone help me out! T_T It's gonna be weird when i see her again. Should I just ignore her? Maybe I am too annoying for her? o.Oa SIGH . . .

 

FUCK ME! I JUST SUCK!

Another unwanted departure . . .

I have experienced many separations. However, experience does not help whenever my mom departs. That feeling is so hard to describe. It isn't just a depressing nor sad feeling. When I said "goodbye" to my mom in the airport, somehow I felt that my mom truely loves her son ME. As for me, the moment we said "goodbye" I knew that I love my mom. Maybe love can be done in different ways; most of the time love is expressed in the form of physical actions. I believe that is the process of developing stronger love. The moment that you know a person loves you and you love the person is different. You will not need words nor expressions to feel or give love. BUT you know the love is there. Now, I feel calm and I already miss my mom; neverthanless, I do not feel sad nor depressed because I know that we love each other.

Rabbit doll and management . . .

The Chinese girl with a rabbit doll was totally weird! I was sitting behind her at tonight's class. During the lecture, she would tease the other Chinese girl who sat beside her by flicking that girl's ponytail! WTF!

 

 I didn't have a chance to ask why she held rabbit doll in classes. But, I did notice she sometimes used the rabbit doll as a "pillow" for her knee so she could sit in a more comfy way. (The rabbit doll got crushed between her knee and the table's side. . .)

Friday the 13th!!! Duh Duh Duh!

The hell's with friday the 13th? :O

 

I drove 2 hours to Victoria for a car service today. Something scary happened, when I was driving my way back home. I almost fell asleep, while I was driving my car! Luckily, I still made back in one piece! Not to mention my mom was in the car, too! Thank you whoever out there protected our lives!

Disappointing . . .

That Japanese girl didn't come to class today or should I say yesterday since it's already passed 12am. T.T I hope she was only skipping class yesterday and didn't drop phil class. PRAY!!

You guys suck! Where are your luck?! WTF You guys brought me bad luck instead of good luck! After you guys signed my blog, she disappeared from my phil class! T_Ta 嗚嗚嗚 . . .

 

感覺好像從天堂摔到地球的健康步道上!痛啊啊啊!!!痛痛痛!

Booga Booga . . .

I didn't know what to put for my title so I just put booga booga o.o something randomly popped in my head lol . . .

 

School has started . . . <3 I somehow feel excited for this term, probably b/c I saw a lot of new faces. Girls! Oh hell yeah. <3 Men can't live without girls! Here is my thought about girls. I believe girls' minds mature faster than men in most cases. Men's minds do not fully mature before they are 25 yrs old! That's my belief! So guys out there! Hear me?! It's okay to be childish!

 

There's this Chinese girl in my management class who always holds a rabbit doll during lecture! I have no damn clues why she does that! Seriously, I wonder if she holds that rabbit when she writes tests. When I first saw her, I had the thought "what if my gf in the future does that? I will definitely make her quit doing it." But then, I thought "what's bad about it? It's not like holding a rabbit will make her fail her classes." At least, I know it's not wrong to do it! Maybe holding a rabbit gives her confidence so she does better in class? oOa Who knows . . .

 

There's this Japanese girl who made me almost fell in love with her on my first sight! I never had this feeling before. I mean yes there are lot's of hot girls or good looking girls everywhere and I can find tons of them just walking down the mall. But I can only say holy shit! I couldn't help myself stop looking at her! OMG! Am I a stalker? Nerd? Otaku? Loser? A guy who doesn't have much experience with girls? Well, I want to say it again I never had this feeling before after seeing countless girls from high schools, in public, or even college. I am not attracted to her b/c of her beauty (maybe it's one of the reasons?). I am attracted to her b/c of the feminine aura she emitted . . . o.o Oh gosh! The more I talk about her the more I think about her! Fuck me >_< Anyway,  that rabbit doll girl is in my group too! <3

 

One more thing is that 凶巴巴的鹿姊姊 read my blog! BAAAAAAD 凶巴巴的鹿姊姊! Stalking my secrets!

Departing is always depressing . . .

School has just restarted . . . I wish I can do better this year . . . And I need to change my studying habbit ><

 

Last night, I went to my best friend's house because his sis is flying to Polland today to study for MD. I gave her a calender book for present. She is 25 now? By the time she graduates and becomes a doctor, she will be 35. My goodness! She invested all her youngth into medical studying . . . o.o I felt it's getting harder and harder to see her now. Next time I see her will be some time in summer? o.o When I was saying goodbye last night, I had an urge to give her a hug . . . But I hesitated, and gave no hug. >.> Me coward haha! I should have done it!

 

 She had been studying somewhere far for last few years as well and everytime she left for school I didn't give a hug. Back in those time, the feeling wasn't strong enough for me to give her a hug though. Why now? It's just that, I feel all of us have less chance to see each other and I treasure the moment we can still be together. Friends forever!! >_<V

 

She will be my #1 family doctor on my list, if she decides to become a family doctor!

 

Best wish to her studying in Polland!