Sunday, April 30, 2006

JUST ME. . .


THIS IS ME. . .
THIS IS WHO I AM. . .
IT TAKES TIME TO
GET TO KNOW ME. . .

WHO I REALLY AM. . .

 
JUST ASK YOURSELF,
DID YOU TAKE ENOUGH TIME
TO GET TO KNOW ME,
BEFORE YOU JUDGED ME?
 
I AM NOT SAYING I AM
PERFECT
BUT NEITHER I AM
SAYING I AM SPECIAL!
 
NEXT TIME BEFORE YOU
WANT TO JUDGE ME. . .
ASK YOURSELF. . .
DO I REALLY KNOW HIM?
OR SHOULD I JUST TAKE
A JUDGMENT FROM ONE SIDE
OF THE BELL. . .

Thursday, April 27, 2006

打網球喔!!!~

最近在學打網球~還真難ㄟ!~

 

昨天還不小心紐到腳~>_<

 

還好沒什麼大礙~

 

明天要去RICHMOND玩喔!~耶耶^^

 

為什麼我喜歡的人都不喜歡我!~

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Forever love forever dream~

I  don't know what should I say. Hitomi left Canada today and now, I have a complicated feeling.

 

The person who I admire the most is no longer before my sight. However, the love will be carry on forever and hide deep inside my heart.

 

I believe that I have done everything I could (without going too far), while she was still in Canada; therefore, I am calm.

 

I prepared a present for her departure: a Swarovski crystal pendant. It looks like a sakura, which I think it's perfect gift for a Japanese girl. . .

 

Until, another of my friends told me that in Japan a guy giving out any girl accesories such as necklace, rings, etc. shows affection of love toward the girl. . . And I didn't know that before I gave the pendant to her . . .

 

No wonder when I asked her to try it on (while two of her friends were there, too), she wouldn't put it on. She went "no, I can't."

 

OMFG! Why am I so stupid and done such silly thing to embarrass her before her friends >_< . . . Am I being too selfish here?

 

 

But, I do like her! Just that I never had a chance . . .

 


Also, she accepted my gift! I am happy. And I am sure I will see her again in the future!

 

Anyway, she gave me a new beginning of love!~ yay!~ haha~ I am now free to search for my dream yet again. ^^

 

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

One more thing. . .

I bought a tennis raquet! Take that bitches! HA!

Yes! No more finals!

Friggin finished all my finals today!!!~ W00t!

 

Holy carp! Summer is coming! I'm so damn high right now! haha

No more classes yay! This is my first summer that I don't take any summer classes, because I decided to work this summer and play tennis! I wanna be good at tennis and lose some damn weight before I head back to Taiwan!

 

So much things happening at once!!! I am confused! =o=

Hitomi finally left Nanaimo today T_T

M***ll just had her birthday.

My brother got accepted for a medical school in Poznan.

Jeff got drunk again and almost puked.

Vivian is going back to Taiwan tomorrow.

Gio**** is going to airport tomorrow just to change flight ticket?

I met my high school teacher today.

Tina shopped crazy today . . .

Tingting wore tank top today?! wowowo!!~

 

Now, what the fuck is going on?!

And Roy got a girlfriend?! WTF!

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!@!!!!

 

Where's my summer?!~ Spring is almost over! . . . CRY!!!~~~

 

Bye bye old me!~ I am no more Mr. Shy!~ uhm yeah~ now what does that imply?!~ =o=

Monday, April 24, 2006

一天花了200塊加幣~

前天~星期五~我和我的朋友去了VICTORIA

因為有三個朋友過生日 = =

所以決定要去維多利亞買送給朋友們的禮物

 

覺得自己越來越會選禮物了~哈

對自己選的東西很滿意

 

還又HITOMI星期二就要離開加拿大了

所以我也買了一條水晶項鍊想要送給她

 

我自己現在還是學生

用的錢又不是自己賺的錢

已經盡量選便宜的了

價錢也是我能接受範圍的最大限度

 

在怎麼樣也是花父母的錢

如果今天是我自己賺錢買的

我就不會那麼掙扎~

 

為了這個~

我買回來後~

還特地跟我媽媽討論~

到底要不要送這條項鍊~

結果我決定還是送她這條項鍊~

 

等她回日本後我再更詳細的說明前因後果吧~呵

 

送給MADELL的也是一條水晶項鍊~= =

我和JEFF一人支付一半合送的 .  .  .

是一隻蝴蝶~超漂亮喔!~

 

還有準備下個週末要送給TINGTING的生日禮物~

我可是超級滿意的!~

她一定會喜歡!~

我太會選禮物啦!~

再怎麼樣也是我逛了三個多小時後所選出來的精華呢!!!!~

 

拭目以待吧!!

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

這就是人生

最近發生好多事情

覺得心情有點雜亂

 

從以前~就有個人跟我說~"人生很好玩"~

一點都沒錯!~同樣的事情~發生在每個人身上會有不同的反應~

有人驚訝~有人生氣~有人快樂~有人痛苦~

真好玩~

大家都是用生命寫故事~

每個人都是活生生的例子~

每個人都是血淋淋的事實~

 

每次我遇到一些事情的時候~

這句話都會從我腦中閃過~

 

或許人生苦短~

該及時行樂的時候就該去~

 

只用這樣的態度~

對自己負責嗎?

只用這樣的想法~

對別人尊重嗎?

 

當然可以及時行樂~

就該好好享受~

 

同時也該了解自己所應盡的本分~

說穿了還不都是該好好去演自己的故事~

人生的故事~複雜離奇~

 

同一個人~演了一個學生~也是演了別人的女兒~

又是某人的工作夥伴~ . . .

 

很可惜~能同時扮演好每個角色的人不多~

但是~每個人所扮演的角色裡面~

一定都會有一兩個扮演的特別好~

 

拿個好成績~風風光光畢業~

扮演了一個好學生~

同時~做事情卻用方法~

使出千方百計~

耍心機~也演了一個人品缺陷的人~

 

如果是這樣~

寧願捨棄不去當一個好學生~

也不要去當一個人品有缺陷的人~

 

我的意思不是說~

有好的人品就可以了~

因為~有好的人品的人~

會了解自己做事情的本分~

而去演好每個該演的角色~

 

很多人~在人生的旅途裡~

容易迷失自己~

其實~迷失方向大家都會遇到的~

這個時候~

只要整理一下~仔細想一下自己應該是扮演什麼樣的角色~

就可以很快的找回失去的劇本~

 

走偏了不要緊~

還能走回正的路~

 

可是走偏不自知~

自己騙自己~

然後跟著其他人一起騙自己~

實在讓人看了就心寒~

唉唉唉~

 

最近看到太多這樣的人啦~

大家要多多警惕自己~

 

記住~人生很好玩!