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I somehow feel depressed and dissatisfied all the sudden. I don't even know why. I am so MAD right now! I feel like I want to destroy everything on sight. Fucking smash this keyboard, monitor and burn this chair and frigging break windows over there! Or break the wall!! FUCKKKKKKK! I don't even know why . . .

 

But, I have selfcontrol . . . An educated and conscious young man like me shouldn't do it. . .

 

Really! I am so friggin mad and depressed for NO REASONS! I guess I am not awared of the reasons! . . .

 

Maybe I am waiting for someone who will soften my heart, so I can look at myself and the world in a different way. Till then I should remain my current state?! . . .

 

I guess none of you who read the blog will even care about me. BUT, if you are reading then! I wanna say FUCK YOU! FUCK OFF and FUCK THE DAMN WORLD!

 

w00t! Actually, that made me feel a bit better . . . LOL yeah FUCK FUCK FUCK!