Forever love forever dream~

I  don't know what should I say. Hitomi left Canada today and now, I have a complicated feeling.

 

The person who I admire the most is no longer before my sight. However, the love will be carry on forever and hide deep inside my heart.

 

I believe that I have done everything I could (without going too far), while she was still in Canada; therefore, I am calm.

 

I prepared a present for her departure: a Swarovski crystal pendant. It looks like a sakura, which I think it's perfect gift for a Japanese girl. . .

 

Until, another of my friends told me that in Japan a guy giving out any girl accesories such as necklace, rings, etc. shows affection of love toward the girl. . . And I didn't know that before I gave the pendant to her . . .

 

No wonder when I asked her to try it on (while two of her friends were there, too), she wouldn't put it on. She went "no, I can't."

 

OMFG! Why am I so stupid and done such silly thing to embarrass her before her friends >_< . . . Am I being too selfish here?

 

 

But, I do like her! Just that I never had a chance . . .

 

Also, she accepted my gift! I am happy. And I am sure I will see her again in the future!

 

Anyway, she gave me a new beginning of love!~ yay!~ haha~ I am now free to search for my dream yet again. ^^

 

Here are the pictures!